as I sit here and I close my eyes.
I see it all so clear.
I see you and I can feel your smile, it’s for me.
all around us there is so much chaos
so much noise.
it’s dark.
but as I focus in on you
I can feel you
I am comforted
I settle in to you
and I can’t help but reciprocate that smile
I haven’t felt this joy in months
I open my eyes and am reminded of the pressing dark
I feel the chaos
but you are so bright that I am blinded by your hope
currently that’s all I can see
but still I hesitate
how long will this last?
with a deep sigh I realize something
it doesn’t matter
right now, I am here with you
and it’s here that I will rest
I will rest in you
you pursue me